one working day
the only thing to do now is wait in anticipation for the inevitable notification that they have made a decision. which one being up for grabs is probably the single thing that is pulling at my vitality. i cannot stop obsessing about it. i have been told not think about it. to keep busy. both of which i do to not much success. every few minutes i check my email (although that is the norm anyway) with the hope of seeing just that "(1)" in the inbox.
i've gone over in my head what could be incorrect about the visa and what i gave them. but i keep thinking that for every potential wrong answer there is a plethora of irrefutable facts. they can make the next few days rough. maybe they will expect more from us. but they cannot deny the authenticity of the relationship that to this day, over four years later, is the beacon amidst this haze.
